MAGI

Written at 2012年1月26日木曜日 | back to top

so bored
and i realized i have alot of guilty crown's background scene not posted!!

well actually there is only one. LOL!!!!

so yeah, i'm bored
oh yeah, yesterday night, i wondered if it's because i', too tired
well, i went to sleep at 12am +
...
....
.....
i was covered with blanket
no body should be at home then, i was the only one.
...
felt a small cold tap on my calf.

AH MI TUO FUO PLZ.

Written at 2012年1月22日日曜日 | back to top

i'm seriously bored as fuck everyday lol

i didn't eat much at malaysia
lol.
it's wasn't my mom's cooking...so...i don't want to eat TUT

i love the top! >w<

Written at 2012年1月21日土曜日 | back to top

going malaysia later ~_~

new shoes!!

LOL actually i don't really like this one la but yeah, getting to like it better

arghhh worst part is

i'm not going to malaysia to celebrate any shitty chinese new year

I'M GOING TO A FUNERAL

only know how to soil my mood =_=

Written at 2012年1月17日火曜日 | back to top

had a shoot with Aya last sunday!

yep, thanks reika for coming too!

thanks william too!

met aya at bedok > then go to paya lebar and meet up with reika

then we went to clementi and eat

then went to chinese garden. LOLOLOL

SO MANY BEWARESSSS

I WANT IZANII

-sobsobs-

would actually love for a chance to cosplay with kiki

but NO, that chance will only probably come when i feel that i have become better

and even so...T_T many many years later

KIKI I LOV..SHIT WHAT IF SHE SEES THIS

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

and yep, thanks Reika for helping me do my math homework!!! LOL!!!
thanks for saving my life the following monday

OH AND THANKS FOR " ABANDONING " ME.
i have to chase you guys.
see how " si chang lan da " i am. LOL

Written at 2012年1月12日木曜日 | back to top

IT CAME

Written at 2012年1月7日土曜日 | back to top

i was sick yesterday and today lol
actually recovered today morning but...

went to Aya's house to sew. and just got sick there again QUQ
so.... i actually really didn't do anything
Aya and her aunt complete the costume for me..
i'm so thankful TAT

THANKS AYA AND AUNTY!!! I LOVE YOU!! QUQ
Aya is the most hardworking person i ever know...at least she have the perseverance quality..orz

feel so inferior TAT

AND I CAN'T WAIT FOR KIKI'S ROM AND MIRIN'S ROM

THANK YOU SO MUCH!! TAT

i only cut out the white cloth

the rest is done by aya and aunty T_T

omg i feel so guilty

even though it's my own costume, i let them do all the work TAT

so thankful!!!

in the end i was sick and went to the massage chair and sleep LMAO

i feel so touched when aya wrap ice around a cloth and put it on my forehead QUQ

THANKYOUSOMUCH I'M TOUCHED TAT

I'M HAPPY!!!

Written at 2012年1月5日木曜日 | back to top

so, the bus broke down today. while i was on my way to school

yeah i'm late. hahahaha

but it's not our fault for being late so detention excused!

then i was called to the dentist LOL

had fillings. the dentist says i have a decay [ NOOOOO ]

and he even asked me if i want braces

so i sad..no...no money

LOL OK

anyway today is another supperrrr boring day.

and i think i'm very childish. hahahahhaa

ok for my age, i can be childish ahhahahaha

Written at 2012年1月4日水曜日 | back to top

now...i'm serious on quitting cosplay..

for this year and next.

my priorities for now are,

1. money to japan ~~[ KIKIKIKIKIKIKIKI ]~~
2. realize i need to focus on studies more [ it is now time that i must work for my future ...~~WELLMYFUTUREISTOGOJAPANIN2YEARSTIME~~] so for now i have no idea what i want to become in the future
3. i realize, when i really have the time, and the willingness to commit, then i will cosplay. because currently now i think that i am wasting too much time, money and effort into something i can't really do a good job at.

OK RANTS AGAIN.
FFFFFFFFFFFF STOP DIGGING MY WALLET YOU DAMN SCHOOL [ OR THE TEACHER ]
TODAY, MY CHEMISTRY TEACHER WANT US TO PAY ANOTHER $9 FOR SOME SHITS...WELL..OK...IT'S FOR MY STUDIES. BUT FUCK STOP DIGGING MY WALLET MAN. LOL. AND I CAN'T EVEN USE MY EDUSAVE FOR THIS WHAT THE FUCK!!
~~[sorryasisaidiamSUPERSTINGYtomoneywhenitcomestoschool]~~

ok so, classes today.

English is ok....i guess...Miss Janice Ng was well..i guess...ok. interesting talk though
SocialStudies class was well....ok...Mdm Aisyah is too funny to be funny
Chemistry class was well...awkward silence. interesting talk though. ~~$9$9$9$9$9~~
and art class...well...THIS ART CLASS IS THE MOST MOST MOST MOST FUCKING BORING-IEST CLASS I EVER ATTEND IN MY WHOLE FUCKING LIFE LOL
hope it'll be better by next lesson .

after school went to Bedok Point with Sharanya to meet with Ayaya! /o/
passing her A math assessment book for her o levels /O/
it felt as if we haven't met each other for ages.
LOL
SHARANYA TREAT ME GONGCHA!!! 8DD SHE'S SO KIND!! THANK YOU!! ~~SHEMUSTHAVEMISSMEALOT~~

OH AND

FFFFFFFF

AYA GOT ...

..........

*KISSES IT*

oh hi

Written at 2012年1月3日火曜日 | back to top

OMG HI
first day of school today hahaha omg

ok la, overall is still better than what i expected [ yes, all this is because i tried to convince myself school will be fun, or is it i became a guai kia and clip all my hair up lol ]

and fuck, why is Mdm Lam in school!?
how long is she pregnant?! wahlao
i was so happy because i thought she would be pregnant and take maternity leave!!
so i wouldn't have to see her this year 8D
BUT NO, I WAS WRONG.
she haven't give birth. FFFFFFFFFFFFFF
if she's here, then maybe there will be a high chance that she will be my math teacher
NO.
SHE PRESSURIZE ON ME TOO MUCH. I CAN'T WORK WELL UNDER STRESS.
it's because of her i got phobia of math class, thus i can never do well.
stop believing that " you can only work well under force/stress "
fuck no, that doesn't apply on everyone.

i think my school is really fucking budgeted to the extend that we even have to pay for year book and even the damn handbook
and for the yearbook, it's compulsory. like wtf? $16 leh!!!!!
school just started and need to pay so many shits liao. really sucking our wallet dry LOL

DOES MY SCHOOL EVER REALIZE THAT, LIVING IN SINGAPORE IS FUCKING STRESSFUL.
AND THEY STILL WANT US TO PAY PAY AND PAY.
LIVING IN SINGAPORE = PAY PAY PAY PAY PAY PAY PAY AND PAY PAY PAY NONE STOP BECAUSE THE GOVERNMENT ENJOYS SUCKING OUR MONEY THAT'S WHY.
and english teacher still die die also want us to buy black ring file for english
WHAT THE FUCK. $3.00 ++ ok!!! so fucking expensive!!
[ sorry when it comes to school matters i am VERY VERY VERY STINGY WITH MY MONEY, even if you want me to pay $1.00 for any shits [ FOR SCHOOL ] , i will complain and COMPLAIN ]
i am so singaporean anyway LOL

sigh, sick today. i think my body clock not used to the sudden change in my waking hour. lol
have to wake up at 6am every day now.
during the holidays i woke up at 10-11pm ++ everyday!!
i try not to drag to 12 because it would be extremely uncomfortable lol
singapore so hot, until 12 still nua in bed confirm will sweat one 8(

oh yeah, went to mac donald with sharanya today!~~SHITIWASSUPPOSEDTOSAVEMONEYFORJAPAN~~
go with tanya but she has to go back to school for her bloody counsellor meeting [sec 1 orientation camp]
so yep, she has to go back early [ she didn't even buy anything at all T_T ]

yanfei bought this diary for me back from china!!!
IM SO HAPPY PLEASE
GOTTA GIVE HER SOMETHING ON HER BIRTHDAY T_T
i realize i haven't give her anything at all for 2 years!! omg!!!

and Tanya too hahahahahahahhahah sorry man .
i am always too lazy to buy presents. 8')

i think i'm planning to quit cosplaying soon. but after 16 then i continue
i don't think there is any point continuing with cosplaying when

1.saving money for japan [ KIKI HERE I COME!!!!!!! ]
2. i don't look good now
3. i think i've been wasting quite alot of money and produce nothing
4. pursuing my studies now

so yep, maybe i should stop after February [ after completing all my coses with others for the first 2 months ]

and promising rei, shiro and the others i'll do Reji QUQ

and the end of year..maybe doing...idk. but it's gonna be Magi ba
i aim to save $2000 this year, i can do it afterall!
i'm meeting kiki! i must meet her!

so starting tomorrow, i shall save! /o/