doesn't feel like i have improved at all..since 2009
started cosplay since then...well okay, from end of 2009-end of 2010, there is definitely improvements, because i actually don't know how to put make up, but i improved!! hahaha
didn't really have money back then too...and well, now as well
so i only bought the basics for make up, powder foundation, mascara, pencil eyeline

and since then, i've been practising make up with yuukiko!
yeah, i basically went over to her house every sunday/saturday to do make up
well i can say i really SUCK big time.

even till now, i can't say my make up skills is really good.
my eyelining sucks and most of the time i rely on eyelashes to cover up my flaws in my eyelining LOL
and i still can't grasp the art of eyeshadow!!!! //shot//
then, i realize that even though the eyes play a important role in bringing out a character, i neglected one of the most important aspect, the contouring!!!!

then, i have been doing research on how cosplayers contour their nose, oh and i tried.
BUT I FAILED!!!
omg it looks so easy but the hardest part is when you're doing it on yourself
argh, i think it's just my nose that is hard to contour!

anyway..i don't think i have improved at all. .. [ okay maybe my sewing lol ]
i realize i have been lagging behind many of my friends
they improved greatly while i am still the same old me T_T
they all had became beautiful!!! <<< well under the effects of make up
but i look the same with make up!! WHY!!!!
i tried manly make up HAAHAHHAH but anyway I FAILED HAHAHAHHAH
i can't be manly!! T_T

.....i want to wake up one day finding myself SO BISHIE that i died because i am SO HANDSOME HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH

maybe my next life.

now now, study is more important!

doesn't feel like i have improved at all..since 2009
started cosplay since then...well okay, from end of 2009-end of 2010, there is definitely improvements, because i actually don't know how to put make up, but i improved!! hahaha
didn't really have money back then too...and well, now as well
so i only bought the basics for make up, powder foundation, mascara, pencil eyeline

and since then, i've been practising make up with yuukiko!
yeah, i basically went over to her house every sunday/saturday to do make up
well i can say i really SUCK big time.

even till now, i can't say my make up skills is really good.
my eyelining sucks and most of the time i rely on eyelashes to cover up my flaws in my eyelining LOL
and i still can't grasp the art of eyeshadow!!!! //shot//
then, i realize that even though the eyes play a important role in bringing out a character, i neglected one of the most important aspect, the contouring!!!!

then, i have been doing research on how cosplayers contour their nose, oh and i tried.
BUT I FAILED!!!
omg it looks so easy but the hardest part is when you're doing it on yourself
argh, i think it's just my nose that is hard to contour!

anyway..i don't think i have improved at all. .. [ okay maybe my sewing lol ]
i realize i have been lagging behind many of my friends
they improved greatly while i am still the same old me T_T
they all had became beautiful!!! <<< well under the effects of make up
but i look the same with make up!! WHY!!!!
i tried manly make up HAAHAHHAH but anyway I FAILED HAHAHAHHAH
i can't be manly!! T_T

.....i want to wake up one day finding myself SO BISHIE that i died because i am SO HANDSOME HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH

maybe my next life.

now now, study is more important!