i feel so empty nowadays
..anyway i had fun with Aya and Reika today!! thanks both of you! >w<

so yep.. it was very sad to hear from people that they don't really like you in the past
but now that i have changed, which i don't really think i had, they are kinda more okay with me now.
but since that was like 2 years ago, i probably should forget about it
but thinking back 2 years ago, i probably didn't know tthat they didn't really like me, and i just talk to them as if nothing hahaha, so yep, i guess it's really quite awkward

but oh well, i should forget about it and move on with my life 8'D

but anyway, i couldn't really keep promises nowadays
i am busy with alot of stuff. i can't even keep promises to myself...
shoots with people that i promised, but i couldn't really make time out for it.
i am actually feeling quite apologetic to my friends that i disappoint.

..

and my english really do suck a lot i think ..//lol//

thinking of it, i've been meeting aya like almost everyday to study
i am really grateful to you and jiayan for making time out to teach me math and to study with me!
actually, i really can't study on my own, or even at home.
and really, sometimes i wonder if i am a hindrance, but i didn't dare ask. LOL
so i hope not... hope you'll not think that way because i will probably feel very..
very..........
..........

just very sad i think . < my lack of knowledge in vocabulary. i can't think of the right word to describe my feelings, oh god. LOL

oh anyway, thanks reika and aya for such an awesome day! >w<
i had fun!!!!
thank you guys!! >w<

...

sometimes i think i am just helpless in many ways
i couldn't really do much stuff to help other people.
my studies suck, i am not good in the stuff i enjoy doing, i just don't have a thing i am good at, and people just keep on verbal attacking me. //lol//

....don't worry! my heart is not made of glass!!!!!

i won't give up easily!!!

i feel so empty nowadays
..anyway i had fun with Aya and Reika today!! thanks both of you! >w<

so yep.. it was very sad to hear from people that they don't really like you in the past
but now that i have changed, which i don't really think i had, they are kinda more okay with me now.
but since that was like 2 years ago, i probably should forget about it
but thinking back 2 years ago, i probably didn't know tthat they didn't really like me, and i just talk to them as if nothing hahaha, so yep, i guess it's really quite awkward

but oh well, i should forget about it and move on with my life 8'D

but anyway, i couldn't really keep promises nowadays
i am busy with alot of stuff. i can't even keep promises to myself...
shoots with people that i promised, but i couldn't really make time out for it.
i am actually feeling quite apologetic to my friends that i disappoint.

..

and my english really do suck a lot i think ..//lol//

thinking of it, i've been meeting aya like almost everyday to study
i am really grateful to you and jiayan for making time out to teach me math and to study with me!
actually, i really can't study on my own, or even at home.
and really, sometimes i wonder if i am a hindrance, but i didn't dare ask. LOL
so i hope not... hope you'll not think that way because i will probably feel very..
very..........
..........

just very sad i think . < my lack of knowledge in vocabulary. i can't think of the right word to describe my feelings, oh god. LOL

oh anyway, thanks reika and aya for such an awesome day! >w<
i had fun!!!!
thank you guys!! >w<

...

sometimes i think i am just helpless in many ways
i couldn't really do much stuff to help other people.
my studies suck, i am not good in the stuff i enjoy doing, i just don't have a thing i am good at, and people just keep on verbal attacking me. //lol//

....don't worry! my heart is not made of glass!!!!!

i won't give up easily!!!